It’s weird when you realize that things you used to do in the past are no longer exciting. Before, going out and having a few drinks was the thing to do–in fact, it was the “only” thing to do. Now, it feels more like a chore. Don’t get me wrong I had a lot of fun tonight riding around in a stretched Hummer and eating sushi up in Manhatten Beach, but once it was over, all I wanted to do was sleep.
Tomorrow is Saturday, so it’s not a matter of going to work the next day. I just don’t feel like doing this anymore (outside of a special occasion of course).
Maybe my girlfriend is on to something. She was never caught up in this “scene” and she never wonders what she has missed. She’s perfectly ok with how her life is and how she chooses to spend free time.
The point is I’m tired and I want to be sleeping in my bed. Maybe I just miss my girl.